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^{(IF YOU CALL ME JAMES OR ALEXANDER
I'LL GLEEFULLY USE WADDIWASI)}

YOU AND ME
ARE THE SAME !
^{COMPLETE STRANGER I GET UP EVERY MORNING I DON'T KNOW WHERE I HAVE BEEN THE SUN
FRIEND OF A FRIEND BEATING DOWN IN MY EYES MAKES IT HARD TO SEE THE ROAD I GET SOME
SAME CLIQUE HELP FROM THE SHADY TREES OF YESTERDAY THERE'S ONLY SO FAR THAT
JUST MET SHADE CAN GO BEFORE IT HAS TO GO AWAY I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M
FIRST NAME BASIS GOING TO GO TOMORROW I DON'T KNOW IF I'M COMING BACK AGAIN I DON'T
ACQUAINTANCE KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO BE TOMORROW I KNOW WHERE I LOST MY
ON AND OFF FRIEND SID TOLD ME ABOUT THIS ORANGE PIANO THAT HE'S GOT IN HIS HOME
PARTY FRIEND HE GETS UP AND DANCES LATE AT NIGHT WHEN HE THINKS THAT HE'S
ENEMIES TURNED FRIENDS ALONE I COULD LEARN EVERYTHING I EVER HAD TO KNOW LISTEN TO SID
DECENT FRIEND POUND THE NOTES OUT ON HIS ORANGE PIANO NOW I CAN SEE LIGHT WHERE
QUALITY FRIEND NONE USED TO BE I SEE BLACKNESS EVERYWHERE AND IT'S COMING DOWN
GOOD FRIEND ON ME NOW I CAN TELL THE HAND COMING DOWN THE WISHING WELL IS
CLOSE FRIENDS GOING TO PICK ME UP AND TAKE ME WHERE I AM TAKE ME WHERE I WANT
CONFIDANT TO BE BECAUSE I SAW YOU BLINK IT'S YOUR ONLY TELL NOW I KNOW WHAT
BEST FRIEND YOU'RE THINKING AND IT'S JUST AS WELL I WANT TO GIVE IT ALL TO YOU I WANT
PARTNER IN CRIME TO GIVE IT ALL TO YOU YOU'RE AT THE EDGE AND IT LOOKS LIKE HELL I GOT A HOLD
CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF YOUR SHIRTTAIL IN CASE YOU FELL WANT TO GIVE IT ALL TO YOU I WANT TO
LIKE FAMILY GIVE IT ALL TO YOU FLY OVER ME TO GET THERE I WANT TO SEE YOU UP NEAR
PRACTICALLY INSEPERABLE I'LL STAND CLEAR OF YOU I SAW YOU BLINK NOW I CAN TELL YOU KNOW WHAT
ATTACHED AT THE HIP I'M THINKING AND IT'S JUST AS WELL I WANT TO GIVE IT ALL TO YOU I WANT TO
OTHER HALF GIVE IT ALL TO YOU I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO BE TOMORROW I KNOW}

I CAN'T RELATE
TO WHAT YOU SAY !
^{GO TO HELL YOUR BEAUTIFUL BOAT PULLS INTO MY HARBOR YOU DROP YOUR ANCHOR RIGHT
HARDCORE HATRED NEXT TO MY DOCK BRING THE OCEAN, AND MAKE A COMMOTION YOUR
HATRED WAKE MAKES THE OTHER BOATS ROCK YOU DROP YOUR GOODS, YOU LEAVE
ONE SIDED HATRED YOUR FREIGHT THEN YOU SAIL OFF AND LEAVE ME TO WAIT BUT IF YOU LOVE
DISLIKE ME, LEAVE ME ALONE DON'T JUST LOVE ME THEN LEAVE ME ALONE DON'T
ONE SIDED DISLIKE KNOCK, DON'T RING, DON'T WRITE, DON'T PHONE IF YOU LOVE ME THEN
BACKSTABBED LEAVE ME ALONE YOUR BEAUTIFUL BUS PULLS INTO MY STATION BLOWING
CHEATED ON FUMES RIGHT UP IN MY FACE YOU DUMP THE GENTRY, AND NOT VERY
RIVALRY GENTLY MAKING NOISE AND INVADING MY SPACE YOU MADE YOUR STOP
FRIENDLY RIVALRY YOU LEFT SOME FOLK THEN YOU'RE OFF IN A DIESEL CLOUD OF SMOKE WOULD IT
FRIENDS TURNED ENEMIES KILL YOU TO STAY, WOULD IT KILL YOU TO CARE WHERE DO YOU HAVE TO GO
JEALOUSY WHY DON'T YOU TAKE ME THERE YOU'RE ASSES AND ELBOWS AND OFF LIKE A
ENVY SHOT IT'S THE TRUTH, IT'S A CRIME, IT'S A SHAME YOU KNOW YOU'D NEVER
AVOIDANCE LEAVE IF YOU NEVER CAME NOW YOU'RE AN ANGLER, THROWING YOUR NET
SCARED OF WHATEVER YOU WANT THAT'S WHAT YOU GET I'M NOW YOUR CATCH, I'M IN
INTIMIDATION YOUR SACK BUT IF YOU LOVE WHAT BROUGHT ME HERE YOU'LL THROW ME
ANNOYANCE BACK SHE WALKS IN TEN FEET BEHIND HIM WHAT DOES THAT SAY HEADS
TOLERANCE TURN WITH SMILES JUST TO SEE HER AND HOW SHE WALKS THAT WAY WITH
BY ASSOCIATION HER RED HAIR PALE SKIN PUEDO VER SU BELLA UNDER HER SWEET PERFUME
INDIFFERENCE MIDNIGHT STRIKES HARD SHE'S GONE LIKE CINDERELLA THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO}

THERE'S ONE OF YOU
AND ONE OF ME !
^{IN LOVE WELL I THINK I LOOK LIKE MARILYN MONROE STANDING BY THE SUBWAY FEEL
TRUE LOVE THE WIND BLOW I DREAM FOR A LIVING, IT'S GOT ME THIS FAR EVERYDAY'S A
PAST LOVE MOVIE AND I'M A STAR YOU'RE GONNA FALL IN LOVE, AND THEN YOU'RE
SPOUSE GONNA FADE EVERYTHING CHANGES IN SEVENTH GRADE YOU STAND IN A
FIANCÉE CIRCLE PRETENDING TO INHALE EVERY SITUATION YOU'RE A DIFFERENT GIRL AND
FINAL I NEVER WANT TO LOSE IT THIS FAST-FORWARD CRASHING MOMENT WE'RE ALL
CURRENT DYING JUST TO HOLD ONTO IT AND YOU SAY, YOU CAN'T DANCE THEY'RE
ON AND OFF TEARING DOWN MUSEUMS, AND PUTTING UP MALLS WE'LL ALL BE IN FASHION
FUTURE WHEN NIAGARA FALLS YOU HELD MY HAND, I WAS A LITTLE GIRL EVERYTHING IS
PAST SACRED IN A BROKEN WORLD AND I NEVER WANT TO LOSE IT THIS FAST-FORWARD
PAST GOOD TERMS CRASHING MOMENT WE'RE ALL DYING JUST TO HOLD ONTO IT AND YOU
PAST LINGERING FEELINGS SAY, YOU CAN'T DANCE YEAH YOU SAY, YOU WON'T DANCE FORGET
HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS ABOUT THE LET-DOWN, FORGET ABOUT THE HOMETOWN YOU'RE ON
FLING YOUR OWN NOW AND I NEVER WANT TO LOSE IT THIS FAST-FORWARD CRASHING
MUTUAL CRUSH MOMENT WE'RE ALL DYING JUST TO HOLD ONTO IT AND YOU SAY, YOU CAN'T
ONE SIDED CRUSH DANCE YEAH YOU SAY, YOU WON'T DANCE SHOULD I CALL YOU OFFICER CAUSE
PAST CRUSH YOU'RE ASKING ALL THE QUESTIONS THAT I GET AT THE BORDER I KNOW YOU
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS WANT TO FILE ME AWAY WITH THE GIRLS WHO DISAPPOINT YOU EVERY DAY
ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS I'M NO BETTER STARING AT YOUR MOUTH MAKING OTHER PLANS AS THE
LUST WORDS COME OUT IT'S HARD TO CHOOSE IN A CROWDED ROOM YOU'RE NEVER
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION SATISFIED WITH THE ONE YOU'RE TALKING TO AND IF I BELIEVE IN JESUS LIKE
ONE NIGHT STAND A LITTLE GIRL IN HER SUNDAY DRESS AND IF I LIVE FOREVER LIKE ELVIS WOULD I
HOT AND COLD BE PERFECT? WELL I'M NOT WHAT I CLAIM TO BE AND I'VE HEARD YOU
FLIRTING WHISPERING WHEN I LEAVE WE'RE ALL TRYING TO LEAVE NO TRACE BUT SOMEHOW
FLEETING GLANCES YOUR LIFE GETS WRITTEN ON YOUR FACE AND WHAT AM I GONNA TELL}

I'M LOSING MY MIND
NOW THAT I FOUND YOU !
^{LOVE-HATE NINE LIVES, WE HAD THEM ONCE USED THEM UP TOO FAST WE WILL ALWAYS
SISTER BE TOGETHER NINE MILES TO COOPERSTOWN FAMOUS WORDS COME LAST I
BROTHER WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND THE RAIN CRASHED DOWN ON THE ROOF
PARENT PUNISHING OUR TRANSGRESSION WAITING ON A CONFESSION AND THE RAIN
OTHER FAMILY CRASHED DOWN ON THE ROOF SAYIN DIDN’T YOU SEE IT COMING WHEN YOU
MIXED FEELINGS HIT THE GROUND RUNNING AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY TEN TIMES IF YOU TOLD
GOOD INFLUENCE ME ONCE YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR MOUTH SOME THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT
BAD INFLUENCE UNSPOKEN TEN SIGNS TO BE AVOIDED, WE GOT SINGLED OUT AND ONLY THE
PROTECTIVE OVER YOU SILENCE WAS UNBROKEN WELL THE DAYS WERE WARM BUT THE NIGHTS
PROTECTIVE OVER FENRIS WERE LONG AND WE WERE JUST GETTING BY TOOK ME EVERY MINUTE JUST
RESPECT TO FIND YOU WELL THE DAYS WERE WARM BUT THE NIGHTS WERE LONG AND
ADMIRATION WE WERE JUST GETTING BY DO I NEED TO REMIND YOU DO I NEED TO
STALKER REMIND YOU YOU SAY YOU WON'T FORGET, WE'LL MARK IT WITH A STAR
OBSESSION HONEY THIS RACE AIN'T FOR THE WINNING BUT HERE'S WHERE TO FIND ME
ROOMMATE NOW IF HOME IS WHERE YOU ARE I'LL BE SOAKING WET AND GRINNING I'M
MENTOR THE LAST ONE STANDING SO THIS MUST BE MY FAULT AND YOU'RE CURLED UP
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ON THE SOFA FROZEN WITH REGRET IT'S TRUE ONE MAN'S ACCIDENT IS
YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON ANOTHER MAN'S ASSAULT BUT I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT WHICH ONE THIS IS
FAKE FRIENDS YET BUT I'M TIRED OF LIVING IN A STATE OF FEAR I'M GONNA RUN YOU OUT OF
IT'S SO COMPLICATED HERE ONE DAY TALK IS CHEAPER THAN IT'S BEEN IN YEARS SO I THINK
FRIEND OF THE FAMILY THERE'S ONLY ONE THING LEFT TO SAY STAY STAY IT WAS FIRE IN MY CHEST
FORBIDDEN RELATIONSHIP FROM THE MOMENT THAT WE MET YOU WERE ALL STYLE AND GRACE AND FULL
OTHER OF SOUTHERN CHARM STILL I WISH THAT I DIDN'T KNOW NOW WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW THEN}



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<sup>THIS PLOT PAGE WAS CREATED BY YOURS TRULY, SPIRA
AND IT TOOK FOREVER, SO GO TASTE YOUR OWN RAINBOW
ALL OF THE LYRICS USED ARE COPYRIGHT TO EDDIE FROM OHIO,
THE NADAS, OR DALA. SONGS USED INCLUDE WHERE I'M GOING,
AT THE EDGE, ALONE, SO SAD, MARILYN MONROE, SUNDAY DRESS,
AND THE RAIN CRASHED DOWN, AND STAY. ADDITIONALLY, BRIEF
LYRICS FROM DANCING LUCINDA, FAR AWAY, TWENTY THOUSAND
HEARTS, AND NOW THAT I FOUND YOU WERE USED IN THE TITLES.

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EXAMPLE:</sup>

HARRY POTTER !
<sup>HARDCORE HATRED NEXT TO MY DOCK BRING THE OCEAN, AND MAKE A COMMOTION YOUR
HATRED WAKE MAKES THE OTHER BOATS ROCK YOU DROP YOUR GOODS, YOU LEAVE
ONE SIDED HATRED YOUR FREIGHT THEN YOU SAIL OFF AND LEAVE ME TO WAIT BUT IF YOU LOVE
JEALOUSY WHY DON'T YOU TAKE ME THERE YOU'RE ASSES AND ELBOWS AND OFF LIKE A
ENVY SHOT IT'S THE TRUTH, IT'S A CRIME, IT'S A SHAME YOU KNOW YOU'D NEVER
AVOIDANCE LEAVE IF YOU NEVER CAME NOW YOU'RE AN ANGLER, THROWING YOUR NET
SCARED OF WHATEVER YOU WANT THAT'S WHAT YOU GET I'M NOW YOUR CATCH, I'M IN

HARRY SAYS FENRIS IS A SLYTHERIN, SO NATURALLY, I HATE HIM BECAUSE I'M PREJUDICED LIKE THAT. AND NORMALLY I'D WRITE MORE, BUT HE'S A SLYTHERIN AND THIS IS AN EXAMPLE. I HATE SLYTHERIN.

FENRIS SAYS OKAY, FINE. I GUESS I HATE YOU TOO.</sup>

LOOK WHAT THE OWL
DRAGGED IN

^{YOU ALL HERE.}

RAINIE XIU LI !
<sup>JUST MET SHADE CAN GO BEFORE IT HAS TO GO AWAY I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M
GOOD FRIEND ON ME NOW I CAN TELL THE HAND COMING DOWN THE WISHING WELL IS
FRIENDLY RIVALRY YOU LEFT SOME FOLK THEN YOU'RE OFF IN A DIESEL CLOUD OF SMOKE WOULD IT
FUTURE WHEN NIAGARA FALLS YOU HELD MY HAND, I WAS A LITTLE GIRL EVERYTHING IS
ONE SIDED CRUSH DANCE YEAH YOU SAY, YOU WON'T DANCE SHOULD I CALL YOU OFFICER CAUSE
FLEETING GLANCES YOUR LIFE GETS WRITTEN ON YOUR FACE AND WHAT AM I GONNA TELL
MIXED FEELINGS HIT THE GROUND RUNNING AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY TEN TIMES IF YOU TOLD
PROTECTIVE OVER FENRIS WERE LONG AND WE WERE JUST GETTING BY TOOK ME EVERY MINUTE JUST
RESPECT TO FIND YOU WELL THE DAYS WERE WARM BUT THE NIGHTS WERE LONG AND
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ON THE SOFA FROZEN WITH REGRET IT'S TRUE ONE MAN'S ACCIDENT IS
YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON ANOTHER MAN'S ASSAULT BUT I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT WHICH ONE THIS IS
ADMIRATION WE WERE JUST GETTING BY DO I NEED TO REMIND YOU DO I NEED TO


RAINIE SAYS My relationship with Fenris began in the hall on the way to class at Hogwarts after we died. I'd known him back when we were still alive, but I never got around to talking to him since he ran with his group and ran with mine. Ravenclaws and Slytherins aren't really supposed to mingle. But after we died, I guessed something had changed. I was unused to the feeling of being 'dead', I guess, I just wanted to know someone, you know? And so one day I said hello. He greeted me back and then I ended up sitting beside him in History of Magic and Charms since ironically, they were the only seats left. I would quietly start small conversations with him when the teachers had their backs turned and one thing led to another. He was very reserved so it took much pestering for finally to legitimately speak to me. Eventually, we soon started to help another with homework on almost all occasions. To be honest, most of the time I didn't need his help, I just really enjoyed being in his company. Actually, after a while, I realized that I fell for Sir Fenris Sturm. I guess this epiphany happened when we were walking down the corridors one day right after we had found the Room of Requirement, we were talking excitedly about our discovery, and Fenris simply walked into the light and smiled. And suddenly my heart melted. I thought he was intoxicatingly charming, fun, and sweet in his own way anyway. Alright, I'll admit that I'm completely smitten. But, I never said anything because I was afraid that if he didn't return my feelings, our friendship would be tarnished forever. However since he's a Slytherin, I sometimes feel that he only talks to me because my blood is pure, but I try to push it past me since no one really likes to be thought of that way right? So I honestly don't know how I feel about him. I really care for him, but I wish we could really be something more even though I highly doubt he feels the same. I guess I'm protective over him too. I'm always hearing things about him that don't always reflect a nice portrait, so I deny it. I could never see Fenris like the apathetic and horrible Slytherin, he's just more than that to me. Just don't tell him that.

FENRIS SAYS I don't know where to start with Rainie. so I guess I should start from the beginning. we met after we died. a typical Ravenclaw x Slytherin meeting. we're walking down the hall, blah blah, she says hi, I say hi back, she's carrying a History of Magic textbook which makes me smirk and has that little way about her. but then that's it. that was on my second day in the land of the dead, and I hadn't eaten any pomegranates yet. which pretty much means I was utterly alone. Ranie, however was nice. she talked to me in the classes we shared, which included History of Magic and Transfiguration three times a week and Charms the others. we helped each other with homeowrk in broad daylight on the front lawn, proud of each other. until, of course, the other Slytherin boys butted in, chastised me for hanging out with a geek, and I continually insulted her in front of them. I don't think she knows about that yet. some of them still poke fun at me for hanging around with a Ravenclaw - one with glasses, at that. but I still talked with her, still met with her. we helped each other with homework and discovered that this Hogwarts has a room of requirement too. we drive each other nuts like good friends, which is nice, but a lot of the time, I really envy her for having friends, for being pretty, for being wanted. she herself says she's unpopular, which is true, but there are people she's friendly with. unlike me. I'm the Slytherin loser - too nice for my housemates and not nice enough for everyone else. I'm stuck in the green robes that I used to love. but she sees past the snake on my chest. and somewhere in there I discovered that I have a huge crush on Rainie. I doubt she feels the same way about me, especially if she finds out how I'm treating her. I don't deserve her. actually, I just don't think I even know anymore.</sup>