BLEEDING LOVE; (DANCING WITH TEARS IN MY EYES.)

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Rachel started to get worried for Jake even more since she saw him again, it was worrying her. By the time afternoon came up she was supposed to go see Embry, Rach was happy for a change that Jake was actually ok with the fact that she was seeing him. She couldn’t believe this after a few seconds ago all that went down the drain. Rachel messed up everything just like she always had. She messed up her father’s marriage with the accident, and then drove her sister away, and now she fucked up Emily’s marriage. Rachel had to do something to make it all right again. Why did she have a mind of constantly wanting to know everything, was beyond her idea?! She honestly didn’t know why. Rachel took her phone and sent a few random texts here and there and just couldn’t get over this it was her fault. The weather was cold outside and it was a little after 8pm; dinner was over with before and she had Jake over, with her father and a few of his other friends.
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IMlapushgirl4u: 9:30 pm
i need some air Jake
I have to go out for a bit
I won't go to far
grrimawolf 9:31 pm
Rachel.
No.
Don't leave the god damned house.
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She couldn’t handle being manhandle anymore especially by her brother Jake. Jacob wasn’t her father, and her father wasn’t doing anything about it. Jake acted like the man of the house now. Cursing out loud she almost threw her cell phone, but once she stopped listening in on where Jake was she decided to sneak out of the window. Her window was a few feet high. “You CAN’T TELL ME TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, FUCK YOU JAKE! FUCK YOU!” she cursed so he can hear her. She grabbed water bottle along with her cell, she always had it on her at all times. Rachel didn’t think to write a little note for her father but she locked the door to her bedroom so he wouldn’t check for her there. The days and weeks went along fast these days. She bit her lip and hopped out the window, it wasn’t too far down thankfully she wore her comfortable sketchers.
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The weather wasn’t so bad right now; it was cold but not so much. Sometimes it rained and other times it didn’t. Tomorrow she’d have to deal with crap at home, but she didn’t want to be around Jake right now if he was going to put her on house arrest. Rach had been feeling strange for some reason; she was staring at her phone and hoped that Paul would be calling or maybe canceling to meet up but it was crazy just how she felt. She thought earlier today maybe she was sick with the flu, but all it was just sick in love. Did she love Embry? Or was she into this new Paul guy she had been talking too? He was actually listening to her. A few footsteps or two as she paced closer to a sound she thought she heard. “Hello?” she called out and wrapped her tiny arms around herself, it was slightly freezing outside but not so much since she was dressed in a sweater, and denim jeans. Rachel couldn’t stop thinking that her life was on the line as well, Why would Jake say something like that?
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So much freakin drama when she was here. She honestly didn’t know if she couldn’t handle it. Life wasn’t going to be so easy within the next few days, she had to deal with it, she wondered if Becca knew about this secret of there’s too? Did she? She wasn’t supposed to tell her sister. Jake would hate her; Rach thought and bit her lip for thinking about it. Shaking her head she sighed deeply and crouched down near the middle of the woods as she began to walk further into the place.

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jacob stared at the computer in front of him in complete disbelief. one, emily young, his alpha’s fiancée had just ‘accidentally’ let it out that he was a werewolf, to his sister of all people. that was a ‘i’m going to mentally kick your ass later, so you better make fucking sure that sam’s there with you, or i swear to god..’ kind of statement. he knew that sam would probably yell at him for yelling at emily, but in a time like this, it didn’t matter. she deserved it. ‘accidentally’ letting it slip to his sister, who had nothing to do with this world, that the brother living in her house and the guys and girls that he hung out with all the time were werewolves who hunted down vampires. that wasn’t exactly what you slipped to you supposed friends. but now her life was in danger, with the damn italian leech threat, who knew if one of their spies were hanging around la push. the cullen family had confirmed the fact that if a human knew about the vampire world, they’d go anywhere to put that human out of their existence, so their precious secret wouldn’t be out. now emily just had to spit that out. it changed everything. every possible thing that he was trying to hide from the rest of his family. there was a reason why the twins didn’t know that the legends were real. hell, no one should have known that they were real. the way he saw it, it should have been something that was between the pack, and no other humans.<br><br>

he cringed as rachel started yelling in her room. it was a gift of being a werewolf that he’d much rather not have, but at this rate, he was glad to have it as he heard the window open and rachel’s feet hitting the ground. his fists hit the computer desk as his eyes narrowed dangerously. what was it with people who just didn’t listen to him? could she not understand that all he was trying to protect her? in any other situation, he’d be okay with her going out in the woods without anyone with her. but since all the nomadic have been making their way into forks, and that was a problem for him, for the rest of the pack. jacob could feel his hands shaking, his arm tensing. jumping out his own window, he stalked into the forest, following his sister. he didn’t understand why the women in his life were so damn stubborn. raine, adelaide, dianna, bella, and now rachel. it was actually getting fairly annoying. he knew the others could take of themselves. three of them were werewolves, and the other one was in the lives of leeches who wouldn’t hurt her. <br><br>

but rachel. no, she wasn’t bound to any of the wolves or the leeches, thank god for that last part, and he didn’t want her in this world. but no, emily just had to drag her in because she felt as though it was her right to let rachel know. he growled low in his throat, trying to get the shaking of his body to stop, but it just seemed that it wasn’t going to happen. he wasn’t going to phase either. there was no point in scaring the hell out of rachel if he came bounding up to her in wolf form. the poor girl would probably faint. he grinned, shaking his head. poor rachel. he knew she was a strong girl. but coming face to face with a huge wolf probably would scare the hell out of any human. after all, they were at least up to six times bigger than any regular wolf that one would be used to. this gene was a curse, it really was. <br><br>

hearing a small ‘hello’ coming from his sister, jacob walked faster, trying to catch up with the girl and not scare her at the same time. he could sense her slight fear, and uncertainty. hell, he’d be afraid walking out here alone if he wasn’t what he was. his eyes locked on rachel’s form as she continued to walk forward. “for heaven’s sake. why can’t you just get off your high horse and listen to me for once in your life?!" he hissed, grabbing her wrist as he caught up to her. “you know information that no human should know, and if these vampires find out about you, you’re the first person they’re going to come for, then the guy's girlfriends, then the rest of us. do you want to get us all killed?!” he growled, his body quivering. letting go of her wrist, he backed up, dragging his hands through his messy jet black hair. leaning against the nearest tree, jacob took in a breath, shaking his head frantically as he clenched his fists. he couldn’t phase on his sister. he couldn’t. he honestly couldn’t remember a time where he had ended up getting so angry at someone that he did end up phasing, and he was sure that there probably wasn’t a time like that. but he knew, with the way his temper was slowly slipping from his grasp, that there might be a time for everything.
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“for heaven’s sake. why can’t you just get off your high horse and listen to me for once in your life?! you know information that no human should know, and if these vampires find out about you, you’re the first person they’re going to come for, then the guy's girlfriends, then the rest of us. Do you want to get us all killed?!”

“What! I’m sorry ok! I’m so Fucken sorry Jake, for messing up your life! God! I’m such a horrible sister,”

“Jake, and fyi I’m not on my damn horse, I’m just pmsing, I don’t know! OK?! SO BACK OFF! I can take care of myself sometimes; I mean…if I need you, I call you ok? I don’t need you around me all the time…..I’ll be fine……if you’re really that worried about it, then I’ll be with Paul most of the time! OK?”

“Jake….calm down….please…..”

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the control of his temper was something that he was always good at. it was something that sam always had praised him about, and it was something that dad was happy about. not having to worry about saying the wrong thing and have a wolf snarling in his face the next moment. billy knew that if he had said something wrong, jacob would be able to get out of the house fast enough and either control his temper, or just run to let off steam. hell, jacob himself was proud of his ability to control the animal inside him. he was sure that he would never end up screwing up, and he was sure that he’d never put anyone that he cared about in danger. he was so god damned sure about it. but now, he had no clue. his temper that he had a hold on was basically, as he thought about it, put in a steel cage. a cage that would suck things in, but refused to let anything out. but in this current situation, this wasn’t the case. the steel cage was now tuning into some flimsy sort of plastic that would let things out as easily as it let things in. “shut the hell up, rachel.” he snarled, glaring at her. “the only person who messed up my life is the person who told you. you’re not a horrible sister at all, not at all.” he could see the anger in her eyes, the look when she just wanted to scream or hit someone, and she couldn’t even hit him anymore.<br><br>

he clenched his fists tighter as he grit his teeth. shutting his eyes tightly. god, he couldn’t do this. but he knew that the last holds that he had on his temper were starting to slip through the cracks, like water in a strainer. it could only hold onto what it had for so long before it lost it all. and that was the exact feeling that he was feeling right now, and the fact that he was completely loosing it was making him feel more and more angrier. he tried looking for happy thoughts, but the ones he seemed to remember would always lead to something bad. why was it him? why did he have to be in this position? why was he a werewolf? why the hell were vampires in forks? why were there such things as those god damned blood suckers, and why the hell did some humans have to love them? he was in rachel’s position. he wanted to scream, he wanted to hit something, but he couldn’t. god, he’d fucking kill someone with the anger that was just about to burst within him. he was sure that the outline of his body was now just a fluttering blur, hell, he was sure that his form had no shape to it anymore. <br><br>

at this particular moment, he wished that someone in the pack was around him. he’d feel hell of a lot more better if someone was there to get him out of the way. but here he was, at the brink of phasing, and the only person with him was his sister. his fucking innocent, human sister. this wasn’t fair. he’d take anyone to get him to back off right now. paul, embry, quil, sam, hell, even one of those damn cullen’s. narrowing his eyes in disbelief at his sisters word, he was shocked. saying that she’s not on her high horse, that she’s just pmsing. he let out a throaty growl. that was the most pathetic excuse in the whole book. she could take care of herself? of course she could. there wasn’t a doubt in his mind that she couldn’t. but not against a vampire. never. no human would ever be able to stand up against a vampire on their own. it was basically like a human running to their death sentence, and there was no better word for it. it just wasn’t possible, and he knew that if there was a way for a human to get away from a vampire, and actually stay alive, they’d be one lucky human, and one amazing person. he wish it were just that simple, really, he did. <br><br>

he jerked his arm away from rachel as she touched him, trying to calm him down, and it wasn’t helping. he was too far in “no, don’t touch me. get the hell away from me, right now before i fucking loose it. call for paul, call for embry, fuck, call for someone to get you the hell away from me right now, but don’t come anywhere near me,” he hissed, backing up away from her. he could feel the change coming upon him, and there was no looking back now. hell, he probably couldn’t even reverse it if he wanted to. the heat spread up his body like wild fire, his bones stretching to accommodate the new form he was going to take. his large paws hit the ground with a thud. standing at his full height, which was at least a foot or two taller than rachel herself, his wolf eyes, that were still his own at the same time, glared at her, swinging his tail back and forth with anger. his dark, black lips raised over his razor sharp teeth. his russet fur rising in defence as his ears laid back flat on his skull as he snarled at his sister with warning, which sounded like rumbling thunder to his own ears, he couldn’t even think on what it would be like for her. but that wasn’t the problem now, she needed to get the hell away from him.

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after a while of talking to rachel, she asked him to go to her house. he wasn't sure what to make of that, but he wanted to meet her. officially. so he shut off his computer and got ready to leave. not that he needed to put clothes on. he pretty much walked around la push in torn up shorts and nothing else. no one seemed to notice, or if they did, they didn't mind. or just didn't say anything. he went downstairs and saw his mom in the living room. she smiled at him and he smiled back. "i'm gong to jake's house." she nodded and went back to her television program. he didn't mind it because he was used to her ignoring whatever he did that had to do with the pack. though she was accepting of it, she didn't like to hear about it. paul understood that. she would want to know what he was doing if he said he was going to see rachel black. she always wanted to know about his girlfriends in high school. that's what mom did apparently.<br><br>

on his way to the black house, paul couldn't stop thinking about what emily did. and what rachel know. he didn't blame emily, but still. rachel was never supposed to know. ever. that was the worst part. if someone had imprinted on rachel, it would make things okay. because she would have found out anyway. he sighed and jammed his hands into his pockets. life kind of sucked. not only that, but he wanted the cullens to break the treaty more than ever. he wanted to kill them. and the one he wanted was their little seer. he thought she'd be interesting because she couldn't see the pack. that way, she'd never be able to see what moves he'd be making. she wouldn't be able to anticipate his attacks. the thought made him smile. the thought of killing the vampire made him smile even more. that's what he lived for. the thrill of killing a vampire.<br><br>

when he got to the black house, he heard jake and rachel fighting with each other. he couldn't help but smile, until he heard rachel say what a horrible person he was. he let out an annoyed breath. "jake? rachel? anyone home?" he looked around and saw rachel with jake. jake looked angry and paul knew he could phase any time. so he ran and grabbed rachel away from jake. "come on. you don't want to be around when he phases." he eyed jake warily. "you okay man?"
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