Lovely. Just lovely.

[ImperfectTears]

I normally don't remember my dreams, but I was half sleeping, half awake:

Apparently I got into a fight at school with this junior, Stephanie. I think it was because she was flaming my 'friend', Brandon. I don't remember who got the worse end of it, but I had a black eye and some bruises...Then it's Tuesday night, so I'm in the 'Dungeon', which is where my youth group meets, and where I was last night. I was sitting on the yellow love seat in front of the sound check, with my head between my knees and I guess I was crying and that's a big deal, because I just don't cry. Ever.

So then Brandon comes up and asks me what's wrong and I start saying something, but of course he can't hear me because my head is between my knees...Brandon tells me to get up, and I lift my head slightly so he can hear me say, "No." I hear him sigh, and then he 'fireman's me. (Wrestling term, basically picks me up off the couch and throws me over his shoulder. [maybe something happened next]

Then, I forget where he put me down if he did, and he sees my 'battle wounds' and asks me where I got them from. "I got in a fight." "Why?" Then I told him that Steph has trashing him. "Why'd you defend me?" And I ended up telling him everything. How I hate it that I'm not myself around him, that I'm nervous, that I feel like I have to be perfect, how he makes me feel...everything. Now, I know for sure that I was crying most definitely. Then, the most surprising part, he bent down (or reached down, whatever) and kissed me. Then, somehow, all my bruises and my shiner were gone.

Anyone have the slightest idea what this could mean?

[ElvEnLEiAnnA]

I think that maybe you really care about him but he likes another girl and you were crying because you would do anything for him, but he doesn't feel that way about you, at least you thought. Then when he kissed you, you felt that you were safe and "whole", so then the bruises dissapeared. That's my guess. Hope that help out some maybe!

Luv,
Erin

[rachel_cora]

Hmm...I think the part where he kisses you and all your "wounds" go away means that you think that by dating him, everything would become alright again.

Maybe the part where he "fireman"'s you means that he's hurt you in some way...mentally or physically, but that you still think that by dating him everything will be better.