My poems, ----(PG 13)-- Poem written by me

[Azn BabyGrl]

"The past that keeps coming back"

Y does it still hurt when i talk to u.
When u dun't even tell me "i missed you"
I wonder was it only me,
that ever fall in love with the start of this fantasy.
Each moment that i talk to u,
my heart looses it's strength to move on.
And all over again my heart breaks.
Slowly and deeply i get lost once more in this depressing thought.
did i mean nothing to you.
All along was it that you wanted to play with my heart.
I tell myself no,
and try to make myself believe it each day.
But each moment i talk to you,
i realize it's not ture.
How you never really missed me so.
I meant nothing more.
I tell myself i will be ok,
that i will get over this heart break.
But somehow i still can not let go of that pain,
i can not get rid of something that meant so much to me once.
I wish i knew why i could not be the one...
Because i thought you loved me the same.
You chose not to tell me so,
and let me live in my dream with you.
Now each day my heart and soul breaks down.
And it wonders why i can not let this go.
Why i live in the pain of the past,
when i can find so much happines right now.
There are some things that time can not heal,
and i am sure this is one of them.
Because no matter what happens in my life,
i know i will always remember this moment.
From when you said "i love you."
To the moment you left me with nothing more then the broken pieces of my heart.
Moments i wish i could forget,
but everytime i try to
it comes back to hunt me as it did that day you chosed to leave
Oh, my heart breaks each moment i think about this.
Tell me why it is that my heart heals slowly.
Now i know sometimes you just got to leave and choose you own path.
And smile to the road ahead
and never put your head down,
but keep the smile, and go on.
Because you will find the person that loves you thruthfully,
and will not let you down............

By:- Srijana

[Kakyuu]

That is a beautiful poem, full of emotion and very beautiful..!!! Awsome work, one of your best works sofar, I really mean that..!!

[Azn BabyGrl]

My heart is beating
My eyes are watering
I am getting butterflies in my stomach..
But i am still trying to keep a straight face.
My heart starts to get weak when it hears your voice,
my eyes starts to long for you when it sees your face.
Oh baby don't you know i would do anything to be with you.
You are my heart and soul,
and now i am so lost,
so confused.
I have no where to go,
feel so out of place,
can't find a place where i belong.
It was in your arms that i always felt right,
your lips that kissed me,
your arms that protected me.
your eyes that captivated me.
your smile that possesed me.
Now when i look up i don't see you.
Just a gray sky...
Oh baby..
It's raining just so perfect.
Lets just kiss and make up.
Because baby god knows that the only thing that would make me happy.
If we were together forever.
Tell me this is not just a distant dream,
because dreams do come true.
So i have heard.
So let this sweetest dream come real..
That is all i want..
You........

[Kakyuu]

That is si beautiful..!!