Our Ongoing Hell, Please help my family

Hello, I have a very serious, current, and ongoing situation at my home. I don't know exactly where to begin so i will start with the first thing that caught my attention this go around. This is going to sound crazy...believe me I know, If it hadn't happened to me I would laugh too...well honestly I do laugh at my reactions sometimes probably because that is part of my personality, and also I'm sick of crying all the time. So here we go.

I guess it was around February, I was going through some of my granddaughter's (I will call her Lynn) clothes, putting clean ones in her dresser and taking some out that she had outgrown to give to a friend. That's when I heard it, it sounded to me like a little girl playing, singing etc. I was all alone in my home at the time...or so I thought. I am no newbie to the paranormal have had experiences all of my life, my sibling, parents, grandparents etc. Some people inherit cash or property my family seems to inherit contact with another realm. Anyway, so I know I should remain as calm as possible, I tell myself one of the neighbors kids must be playing in my yard. I walk into my living room look out my window, did not see anyone, I was just about to tell myself I must be hearing things when I hear a laugh, and a "hello" I get chills thinking about this while typing.

Okay, yes at this point I am scared man. I didn't even turn my head just cut my eyes to the right where I heard the voice and looked down, on the floor there is one of Lynn's toys. A stuffed cow, that does talk but only when you press a button on her belly. Man...I never liked that cow from the first time my daughter brought it to my house. So, my first reaction was oh AH-UH YOU GOTTA GO! It laughs again. I do not remember what else it said probably due to selective memory. There was a feeling that came over me, that is hard to explain.

I tell my family about this and once again state the fact that I HATE THIS CREEPY COW AND WANT TO BURN IT. I put the cow on the couch and tell it to do it again...of course it did not. Naturally the reactions I get were in the realm of. OMG mom you're losing it, it's a child's toy, are you gonna tell me you're afraid of a stuffed animal? Batteries are probably low and making it act weird. Changed the batteries, but knew that was not the case in my spirit I could feel it. My husband had fun with this as well and actually took a picture of the cow and text it to my phone one morning with the words "GROWLY EVIL MOOOOO". Yes that's my comical husband for ya...Lynn really liked to play with the thing so I did not burn it.

This happened to me again, once again I was all alone. I called a friend of mine, told her what was going on. Explained how I Know it sounds nuts my family thinks I'm tripping out over nothing. She comes over to my home. I sat the cow on the floor this time and we discussed things, like where did I get the cow, how long have you had it etc. I told her that nobody believed me except for my son. He was the only one that said..."yeah one night while you were gone to your friends house, I was alone and one of Lynn's toys started going off by itself." I was actually relieved that I was not the only one to experience this. I asked him why he never told me he said "I forgot..." I then asked him what he did, he replied "I got off the couch and went to bed..."

I'm telling my friend this and all of a sudden the freaking cow starts talking again. My video and still camera's batteries were dead even though I swear I thought I had them charged. I grabbed my dvr and got this on audio. The thing seemed to be communicating with us, saying things it has never said before...Laughing, even hummed a little song. My friend said you a weird lookin cow dude and I started laughing... i said something about it's CREEPY horns then that's when we heard a voice that did not come from the cow, well really it was not a voice but more like a growl.

Just recapping this makes me wanna throw up. Moving on, we played the audio back and sure enough the growl is there. Well at this point I'm telling myself maybe it is just a harmless spirit that figured out how to manipulate the voice box in the animal and tried to stay as calm as possible even though I knew something was not right.

I started noticing during Lynn's naptimes she wasn't wanting to sleep anymore. She is around 1.5 years old at this time and chattering but not saying a whole lot of words. I went in to check on her, tucked her in and put my dvr on her night stand. About 8 minutes or so later I go in and retrieve it, my friend came over again and we listened to it. Sure enough you can hear voices talking to her and she responds and they respond to her. I tell myself well maybe it is some of my deceased relatives or an angel etc. Until one recording the cow is singing its belly button song and growls...then you hear a shhhhh and Lynn says Hi and so does the other voice. I said OKAY maybe there is a good spirit telling the growling spirit to leave her alone!

So much has happened since then. It been over four months now. The cow has not spoken another word while not having the button pressed since my friend prayed over it. There are still spirits talking with Lynn. She is not the only one.

My son is now incarcerated. My daughter tells me that before he got arrested he told her that he had started hearing voices. I asked what they said to him, she said they told him to do bad things. At first I thought great my bipolar son is also now skitz... She told me that he was afraid to tell me, afraid I would freak out. I probably would have tried to have him exorcised haha...seriously, I want him blessed. I started thinking about things. she said that's why he always slept with his radio on mom. I remembered going in to his room to check on him or wake him for work and his radio would be on and he would have his pillow over his head with his arm over it most of the time.

I had a chance to visit him and asked him about it. He looked down then back up at me and told me yeah. He said the voices were not in his head, and one night they were telling him to burn down a building, he thought about it and almost did it but he did not do the deed. He told me he only heard the voices probably two days. I'm not so sure though. Not long after that is when he was arrested, and is still currently incarcerated.


After finding this out I get my friend to come over we pray, read scriptures tell these things to leave my family and my home alone! Things have gone from bad to worse. I am not sure how many audio files I have now. I do not record all the time because I was told not to give it any attention and to ignore it when at all possible. Okay I'm sorry that may be sound advice to some, but to me ignoring negative spirits, being human or non human is like advising someone to ignore cancer...IT DOES NOT JUST GO AWAY. I try my best to not give all things that are happening in my life and my familys life credit to these well I call them demons.

My daughter ended up leaving her husband and moved in to my home. Her, my sons now ex fiance, and one of his friends that I love like another son were in his room. I was told this by the ex and the friend, I was in my room. They said my daughter started crying uncontrollably saying she missed her brother and calling his name...then all of a sudden she started laughing and it did not sound like her laugh. she stopped laughing looked at them and said it's inside me now. When i asked her about it she did not want to talk about it. I found out later she told my mother she did not remember that happening.

I have had two paranormal teams come to my home. The first team left and forgot to bless my house. I asked if they would bless it the next time they came to show me the evidence,they said yes and have never come back. I did get a phone call that they got a couple of evps, she said they didn't want us there. The very first evp said GET OUT.

My friend called in another team they did help me bless my home. Everything was fine for about three-four days, now things are almost unbearable. This last group did investigate my home, but put their equipment up before the blessing. So, I laid my dvr on a shelf and recorded the blessing myself.

The things on my dvr from my house blessing I do not even like to talk about. I was in shock. My life has changed forever. I will tell you a few things that are on this recording. Voices saying GET OUT some whispers some not. A child laughing, i think it was laughter not sure if it was laughing or whining, there were NO KIDS in my home during the blessing. Lynn was NOT here. The child sound was on there at least twice about the point we were in Lynn's room. Growl, hiss, man, i'm so trying not to cry, it is just so scary sometimes.

This is not a scary movie this is the reality in my home right now. anyhow, during the blessing the lady used sage and a feather and gave me a card to read a prayer. When I demanded that they leave Lynn alone and my family alone and get out of our home RIGHT NOW and never return you can hear the evil voice say YOU GET OUT...I hope you rot in hell, gonna get you, things of that nature, there is more but, I think that is enough to determine the origin of my problem.

Oh yeah the freaking cow...when the last group was here they were pressing the button trying to see what it normally says. I worked for a while then It stopped working all together, changed batteries it still does not work. they said they were sorry they broke the cow I said don't be I ALWAYS hated that cow. It is now in a bag outside of my home I want to put a heavy rock in it and drown it in the river or something, but for some reason I have not done it yet. I guess I'm afraid it may have used the cow to come in to my home and if I get rid of it before I do the spirits they will be trapped here, I don't know why I thought that really, I guess fear. I am sure you folks get all sorts of people with mental problems or attention seekers...I only want advice and help.

The group is supposed to come bless my home again this coming Saturday. Things are getting progressively eerie and down right creeping me out. Yesterday I felt so drained and laid down to take a nap and was just about there when my bed, man it felt like a jolt, life someone had walked up to it and bumped it. not a steady vibration but a hard enough shake to make my eyes pop open. I closed my eyes again and it did it again. I have this thing about fearing something under my bed, I know I am 40 years old but I have that fear still. So my bed is not on a frame, my mattress sits on my boxsprings on the floor.

I pray all the time, I have holy water, I have the Michael the Archangel prayer card the last group left for me. It is still very hard to exist day to day. What else can I do? Who else can I turn to? Will they ever leave us alone. I know they will eventually but part of me also knows they will never leave forever. They have been messing with my family for a very long time and had it not been for the stuffed animal talking and Lynn talking I probably would have not realized how serious it is.

I welcome serious suggestions, prayers etc for my family. I know it probably sounds crazy because of a talking toy but this is not a joke...This is a serious level of help I am seeking.

Thank you for your time, I am sorry this post is so long.

Zanna

Welcome to the forum. Sorry for the long post. In situations like this, things will get worse before the beginning. I do have some questions I'd like to ask. If your uncomfortable talking about it openly you are more then welcome talking to me in private. My recommendation is to get blessed medals of saint michael for all members of the family. Keep them on, do not take them off. Also keep a journal. Times, activity, not just for you but everyone in the family. This will give investigators and us here a bit more information, and hopefully this 2nd team is more professional and has ties in the catholic church capable of performing an exorcism if needed.

While your family has doubts, this is a very serious situation. I do not ask such questions lightly, they are to help gauge what is going on. Please forgiv me, some of them are going to be very personal. I recommend taking everyone in the house out to a dinner and have a sit down to talk in a quiet place. First and foremost they must be honest, and assure them no one will laugh and they are safe. Or provide them with the list of questions and go to a public place, like a library, and they can answer themselves by email if that makes them most comfortable.

You can answer those you feel comfortable answering, and answer the ones your uncomfortable asking in private. I will not divuldge answers without asking for permission first, it's a matter of professionalism and confidence between investigator and the individual. If given permission I can provide a yes or no to the question without going into detail.

Any foul smells? Feces, vomit, rotting or burnt flesh?
Any spontaneous fires?
Any acts of violence? Scratching, biting, pushed, or thrown?
Item manipulation besides the cow? Objects over 10 pounds moving, items disappearing reappearing somewhere else?
Religious desicration? Statues of jesus or the cross being broken, moved, inverted or gone missing?

Anyone had any changes in personality? Someone who was outgoing becomming isolated?
Weightloss or weight gain?
Someone with a good personality becomming hostile?
Cussing when their the type of person who isn't likely to cuss?
Aversion to religious objects? Like someone who enjoyed going to church now dispises the idea.
Anyone tried any self mutilation?
Changes in wardrobe? Someone who took care to not reveal too much now baring it all?
Changes in hygeine?
Any occult affiliation? Pentigrams, oijia boards, satanism, etc?
Sudden destructive behaviors?
Threatening and abusive mentalities?
Any attempts to harm animals?
Anyone getting severe nightmares or night terrors?
Acts of humiliation? Urinating on themselves for example
Changes in sexual behavior? For example, someone who is usually very shy when it comes to sex, now having sex infront of everyone.
Any notice of different or multiple personalities in people in the home?
Changes in diet? Someone veggan now eating meat, or eating foods they once despised.
Loss of memory? I know you said Lynn had an episode where she said something and didn't remember doing it. Has anyone else experianced or witnessed such a thing?

Now more physical questions...
Anyone seemingly not blinking for long periods of time?
Any catatonic like states?
Speaking with unusual accents?
Speaking in tongues?
Anyone become ridgid unable to be moved despite attempts to move them by multiple people?
Changes in eye color during episodes of memory loss?
Changes in physical features?
Precognition? knowing about things before they happen
retro cognition? knowing of past events they couldn't of known about?
Feats of inhuman strength?
Knowing something about people they have just met without being told?
Voice changes? high to a low gutteral primal like growl for example?
Reading of thoughts?
Moving in an unusual way? May seem to glide instead of walk for example
Writing or symbols may appear on the body in the form of welts and scratches
Acts of levitation?
Hair color changes?
multiple voices coming from the person at the same time?
Animals acting afraid of someone when they used to get along fine?


My final set of questions reguarding activity...

Objects disappear and later be found where they originally were?
Objects come from nowhere?
Knocking, banging, or pounding sounds?
Objects being thrown?
Knocks at the door but no one is ever there. These are often heard in threes, or possibly door bells?
Religious items appearing burned, ripped or written all over?
Growling may be heard but the source cannot be located, but there may also be other sounds, such as lipsmacking, squeeling, grunting, and other inhuman sounds?
Scratching sounds without an obvious source?
Foul smells comming and going with no source?
Any odd lights? Lights turning on or off by themselves or balls of light floating around the house?
Any sightings of people or dark shadows that appear and may or may not have any form or shape to them?
Any odd looking things seen? May look like creatures?
Doors or drawers opening and closing on their own?
electrical appliances turning on or off by themselves?
Animals acting strange? Fear of an area of the house?
Animals growling at something you cannot see?
Talk of god or religion causes activity?
Glass breaking for no reason?
Sound of glass breaking yet no glass has broken?
Sudden changes in temprature?
People becomming cold while the temprature is normal?
Feelings of being watched?
I know you said your son and yourself have heard voice when alone, and so does lynn, have others heard such voices?
hearing their name called only to find that no one is around. Sometimes, a couple will each think they heard the other call to them when they didn't?
Any sensation of wind blowing when there is no wind outside or sources of draft?
Lights go off or won't come on when flipped on?
After the smudging (ritual with sage and feather), did the activity seem retalitorial? Pay back for attempting to get rid of negative forces?
Activity begins when you begin to pray?
Activity begins or gets worse when a clergymen comes to the home?
hysical attacks? It might be in the form of punching, scratching, biting, hair pulling, etc.
Sexual assaults? This can run the gamut from fondling to actual penetration. This can occur in males as well as females.
Psychological attacks? Someone who feels ashamed about something will have an increase in that emotion. The same is true for depression, anxiety and anything else you can think of.
Floating objects?


Also I sugguest blessed medals of saint benedict. He is the patron saint of the poisoned.


Now I got some questions on the house it's self.

Any areas of mold? What color? Where is it growing? Is it fuzzy?
Any chemicals in the home? What chemicals?
Are there high electro-magnetic fields in the home?
Is there any electrical wiring grounded to the copper pipes?
Did the 2nd team test for gases in the house? Methane, radon, etc?


Got a few questions on those living in the house. I'm sorry I must ask, they are essential and if the other team asked these I am sorry for the repetition just trying to be thorough.

Anyone with alcoholism or indulges in alcohol? If so how often and how much?
Anyone using medications? Perscribed or otherwise?
Any medical history of mental or physilogical illness?
Any drug use? Illegal or legal?
Any family history with mental or physilogical illness?

I will also recommend the team comming back for the blessing add to the sage, which should be white sage, also burn thyme, sweet grass, tobacco and cedar with a window cracked and save that room with the window open last. Get every corner of the house filled with smoke. The cedar must be red cedar. Sweet grass should be braided in threes. This represents, love, kindness, and honesty.

Sage drives off bad spirits, feelings, or influences, and also to keep bad spirits from entering the area where a ceremony takes place.

Cedar is burned while praying either aloud or silently. The prayers rise on the cedar smoke and are carried to the Creator, or god.

Sweetgrass brings in the good spirits and the good influences. As with cedar, burning sweetgrass while praying sends prayers up to the Creator in the smoke.

Thyme, rosemary, are said to be powerful for protection when love is involved and you love your family.

After which close the window and bury at the 4 corners of the home against the home's foundation 4 blessed medals of saint michael. They should also smudge every room, including the basement and attic not just the ground flaws. Otherwise, it's trapped in the home.

The smoke drives it out, the medals form a boundary of protection.

Thanks for your reply grendal. I am sorry I haven't been back on this forum earlier to check for a reply, have had so much going on. The team is on their way to my home right now. they should be here within the hour. Lynn is my Granddaughter, her Mother is my daughter she is the one that did not remember the episode. My son actually made bail yesterday when we didn't think It would be possible so he will also be here during this round. I will get with my family and try to get the questions answered in your reply. I do not mind sharing some of this openly, however some of it I would rather discuss privately via email is fine, whatever is best for you. I appreciate any and all help you can offer. I will be posting again hopefully later this evening, or tomorrow depending on the events of today and my energy level. Thank you again.

Zanna

It's ok, life waits for no one, always rushing.

Email is fine, it's what ever makes you comfortable.

No need to thank me, it's why most of us are here, to help.

How did the blessing go? Sorry if you tried emailing me, I've been having issues with my email lately.

Thanks for posting the list of questions, Grendal.

least I can do. Here to help however i can. It's my purpose.

I'm back, sorry it took so long, yes life waits for no one. the second blessing consisted of only my son's bedroom. same as before, sage and a feather was used by a lady in the group this time my kids were asked to read the prayer, i joined in. My son made bail unexpectedly the day before and was home for it. He saw the dark shadow in his room the night he came home if it is talking to him again he has not mentioned it to me. I guess that is why that room was the only one blessed. I have not heard back from the group since the blessing. I respect them, and any other group that tried to help but I am not letting another paranormal group investigate my house right now. Reason being, it seems to hide from them. audio you hear them being told to leave and vulgar language..if they have gotten any video or pictures they have not shared them with me, and it only seems to anger the situation. I am not looking for physical evidence, pictures, video, audio at this point I want to get rid of what I heard on my recorder during the first blessing. I listened to part of the second blessing, still hear the stuff. Oh btw the freaking cow that i put in a bag and put outside, when they were here i got curious and pressed the button the thing is working again.

they made a recording of it talking not on its own this time but like it is supposed to when the button is pressed. on my audio recorder while they were doing this, there is an evp of the same whispering voice saying "hey"....this was after the blessing. I am trying to continue on with my life as best as possible while at the same time coexist with this crap. I just want it gone. if anyone can learn from this, my past mistakes, current mistakes, hey ya got one right finally! or whatever you can learn from then feel free, i am down with that. However there are some things that I am just not ready to discuss yet.

I still have a few hours of audio to listen to. I do not have headphones and my house is rarely quiet unless everyone is in bed and it is rather disturbing listening to this stuff late at night by myself. so I do not know what has come of it yet. I will try and finish listening this week.

I am not trying to be rude or disrespect any paranormal groups. I am sorry if i seem to be coming off as abrasive, i am stressed, frustrated, and feel as if i could get my hands on whatever is here i would beat the s.o.b. down and send them back to hell myself. I have reached the end of my rope and just would like to have a shot at some peace for a change.

thank you Zanna

HELLO I AM FROM LOUISIANA. ZANNA IS MY BEST FRIEND OF 20 SOMETHING YEARS WEVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT TOGETHER AND THE MOST TRAGEDIES IN OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN INFLUENCED BY THE PARANORMAL. HER HOUSE IS HAUNTED BY NEGATIVE SPIRITS I KNOW I HAVE EXPERIENCED THEM MYSELF. SHE HAS SOUGHT OUT PEOPLE TO HELP AND THERE SEEMS TO BE ONLY PEOPLE THAT JUST WANT TO SHOW AND TELL BUT NOONE HAS THE ANSWER TO GET RIDE OF THE THINGS THAT ARE IN HER HOUSE.THAT ARE INFLUENCING HER FAMILY AND HER LIFE. MOVING IS OUT THE QUESTION SHE OWNS THE PLACE AND HER MOM AND DAD LIVE RIGHT ACROSS THE WAY IN HER YARD SO ITS WHERE SHE GREW UP. WEVE BOTH HAVE HAD PARANORMAL EXPERINCES GROWING UP. WEVE SAW THINGS HEARD THINGS AND FELT THINGS THAT ARENT NORMAL AND THAT SHOULD NOT EXIST. WERE FOCUSING ON HER HOUSE RIGHT NOW CAUSE ITS SUPPOSE TO BE A PLACE OF PEACE AND REST AND IT ISNT. MANY TIMES WEVE USED A VOICE RECORDER AND IT NEVER FAILS WE ALWAYS GET BREATHING OR GROWLING OR GET THE )*&^%%$ OUT OF HERE. IT REALLY IS AGGRESIVE AND SET ON STAYING. WHEN WE ASK QUESTIONS IT PLAYS GAMES AND IT HAS FUN TRYING TO DESTROYING LIVES THAT RESIDE THERE. YOU CAN FEEL THE EVIL AND SEE THE SHADOWS AND HEAR THE EERIE SOUNDS AUDIBLY AND ON THE VOICE RECORDERS.SHE HAS A GRANDDAUGHTER IM GONNA CALL HER ANGEL SHE IS ONLY A BABY ONE AND A HALF. THEY TERRORIZE THAT CHILD AND SHE SCREAMS ALOT IN HER ROOM WHERE WE HAVE HEARD AND RECORDED A FEW DIFFERENT VOICES TALKING TO HER . THAT IS REALLY FREAKY TO ME. THE CHILD CAN SEE THEM AND WHILE SHE SEES THEM WE CAN HEAR THEM . WE NEED SOMONES HELP TO GET THESE WHATEVER THEY ARE OUT OF HER HOME AND LIFE. THIS IS A BIG CRY FOR HELP SOMEONE PLEASE RESPOND

hey chic, thanks. I have been getting some help via email. It's a process, I do thank you for your support. I'm okay, just tired. some days are better than others. keeping faith that when the time is right help will come. love ya

I have given zanna, the number for the episcipal vicar of the local catholic diocese. I've also emailed in an attempt to get the Catholic church to appoint a priest to do a house blessing at first, and if need be the rite of exorcism.

Based on the questions I asked and information provided, I do believe it is needed in this case.

Unfortunately I can only do just so much being in rhode island. It may take time for the church to get involved. I've provided a number of prayers to help and am doing anything I can in my power to help. My email is always open to her.

Rest assured I'm trying everything I can. If i don't hear anything from the church by the first, the only thing I can think of is calling the bishop myself.

Dear Zanna;

How are things? I am sure you are probably receiving all the help you need from grendal, but I thought I would check in with you just in case.

If you still need help please let me know. I am an ordained minister/demonologist and I would be willing to help you find someone in your geographic area.

God Bless,

Pastor Elizabeth

I've been neglecting updates. There's an ordained exorcist and minister who is going to help, and in the event it fails there's also a traveling exorcist who's got zanna penciled in.

Dear Grendal;

Glad to hear it.

I have another topic you may want to look at. The topic is non-Christian cleansing...

Pastor Elizabeth

Grendal I know you're probably tired of hearing it, and i have thanked you about a gazillion times already, but I feel like i can never thank you enough man. It is a very hard thing to deal with on a daily basis. Watching your family being ripped apart, trying to deal with all the things that go down and stuff. You have helped me hold it together more than you probably realize, and you found someone that can help me. Still waiting patiently, just knowing someone is going to be able to help me takes a lot of anxiety and stress off of my shoulders. I thank God for you, and hope he blesses you and the people that are going to help my family infinity squared

Zanna