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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Jun 18 2010, 07:18 PM


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never thought things would be so different.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Jun 18 2010, 09:24 PM


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[tense but idle scribbling]

his hair.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Jun 21 2010, 03:34 PM


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what am i doing?

this is a waste of time.

what the fuck am i doing?
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Jul 9 2010, 11:58 PM


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went three days without checking my phone to see if zeke had called. guess that means that he has now gone weeks without thinking of me. i'd love to know when it became a crime to want to be closer to my best friend? or maybe he's just outgrown me. well, fuck him. i was getting tired of picking out his clothes, anyway. and i have better things to think about... better things to do now that i guess i don't have to worry about him anymore.

[scribble]

work has been nice and soul-sucking lately. it'd be better if i had someone with me to talk to. but ben would never...well, zeke didn't either. whatever. good money.

time to catch a cab and pick the baby up. little brat has been at the beach. miami! i'm so jealous.

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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Jul 10 2010, 05:45 PM


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fucker calls me up after fucking months of not returning my calls, all "sorreeee buddeeee i've been too busy being unemployed to remember you exist!" if he's been having gigs... i would have gone to all of them if i knew about them. but i'm not going to this one. fuck him. fuck him. fuck him. i'm not some guy he went to school with way back when. well, guess i am now. goddamnit.

he doesn't know anything about me. and there's nothing to know about him. so fuck it all. fuck him.


i think i'm due for a vacation. maybe brazil. or the bermuda fucking triangle.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Aug 28 2010, 06:32 PM


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went to the park with ben.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Sep 6 2010, 10:17 PM


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The she-cat--
grown thin
from love and barley


Basho


[vehement scribbling, long lines of loops]

the thing is...

i dunno. i mean. i dunno. just--

this is stupid.

i miss zeke. but not as much as i should. it's stupid that we don't talk. but i honestly wouldn't know what to say to him. and it sucks. but not as much as it did. sometimes i think nolan knew me better than zeke ever did. which sucks. and the whole thing fucking sucks. but. i'm not really dwelling on it. which i guess is probably good.

and.....

i like being wanted so much. i like that for all his high-class richboy shit, he can't do better than me. i like that. probably more than i should.

this is stupid.

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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Sep 18 2010, 10:18 PM


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why do i not have a drum-set?
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Sep 21 2010, 03:25 PM


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29. jesus christ, i'm practically 30. what a waste.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Sep 25 2010, 05:00 AM


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-coffee
-beer
-toothpaste
-spaghetti-o's

fucking hate shopping.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Oct 3 2010, 02:08 AM


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fuck.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Oct 13 2010, 01:18 PM


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shaved my head.


Cries of wild geese,
rumors spread about me.

(Issa)



i have too much stuff. i feel like throwing my brain memory cards away and starting everything over again.

doing some portraits today. relaxing work.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Oct 22 2010, 04:00 PM


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A kite floats
At the place in the sky
Where it floated yesterday.


(Buson)
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Nov 2 2010, 01:52 AM


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here's the thing.

[doodles]

i don't feel like myself lately. and i fucking hate this weather.

slowly packing shit up. keep finding random prints in all my books.

[stuck between the pages of the journal]

him.
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young katybug.
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z.
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i don't remember taking any of those. wish i could get out of this city. i feel so fucking mediocre.
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Aidan Kelly
Posted: Nov 3 2010, 10:58 PM


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dear diary, what the fuck.
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