Whose Reality?, Annoyed at Fixed Points of View

The only one who can know the reality and world of the Shaman is another Shaman

Would you know me better if I had a label...

DID is the one I have been given.
I look upon myself and within myself and I don't see any DID.

Would you feel more comfortable with me then if you had this label and could read the interpretation of a mind who wrote the label and calls it science
Does that bring you closer to understanding my reality, to understanding me?
To knowing me?
Is it me you seek to know or the labels interpretation of me?
The labels vision and image of me.
Which would you rather
I could give you both and then you would have this interpretation of me and never know the me as the richness and wholeness as a being, as a living breathing being just as you are.
Or... would you meet me on another place where perhaps if you sat with me and listened with other senses like your heart space, your imagination, your dream space and really let yourself feel my words as you look into the vast expanse of sky above us...
You could come close to feeling knowing understanding who I am then.

Or is that bringing you too close to all that is not allowed to be known and shown in this world unless it is given a name like 'god' 'goddess' 'the unknowable'... and in that way come to know the beingness of yourself?

Perhaps that is too much to look at...
Perhaps the vastness of the sky is just too much open space and to acknowledge that we are all made up of this open space is just too little gravity for you as you walk the earth clothed in the masks and costumes dressed upon you for so many years, that to step out of those clothes and be naked to yourself, the universe and me is just too much reality to be real for you... as is my naked truth of being.

Take your time
Time is but an illusion a structure upon which we build our lives here.
Time is a concrete building.
Let's go sit on the concrete seats in the concrete paved garden and look at the sky above us while you choose which me you would like to really know for there is another world spinning inside of this one...

Ahhh and my question for you is ~ are you truely interested?
No one is truely interested in anothers reality unless they have something to gain for themselves.
I am interested in my reality as it is mine and it is my world, my life, my universe.
I am interested in a few others because I love and care for them so I seek to know them deeper. As deep as they would choose to share & walk with me.
Why are you interested in me?
What do you seek to gain?
This is what I am curious about.
& a question you should be clear on before you come to my door.
For in your questioning my reality of me this here is my reply to you.

NB First edited by Pilgrim. I just corrected the title. m~w

This post has been edited by my~weeping on Sep 2 2009, 01:36 PM

Sorry, but I don't understand what prompted the "attack" or anger.... It has lost me in who and where this was directed.

By learning and sharing in other's stories and reality our own reality is encouraged and strengthened.
Encouraged when we see strong, brave, good people who stand up and face the darkness of the past.
Strengthened when we see that doing so is indeed possible.
And by giving to others one can gain fulfillment and joy.

Who do you feel is questioning your reality??

That's how I feel about our T...

not understanding me at all. she just wants to talk with the host, and destroy and ignore us. she hates us, and apparently we are not her client. then who is her client???

The host only...
and well wont she get a shock if we told her the host is actually not the host...

!!!!!!!


We are so not seen, except through the distorted eyes of a singleton who has no idea...

i like this post!

I like this, it captures perfectly so many of the things I have been thinking about recently, thank you for posting this.