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SKYE HECQUET - March 22, 2012 10:47 PM (GMT)
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It was a beautiful day outside, chilly, but no wind. And the sun was actually shining brightly for once. Skye looked around, taking a deep calming breath. She really was having a bad day. Which really didn't happen to her often. And she hadn't meant to get mad at Nate earlier, but she just couldn't stop herself. And she usually never got mad at Nate, for anything. But on these rare bad days, she mostly never talked to anyone - to prevent herself from bringing everyone else down with her. But she'd decided on trying to keep a straight face today, to smile like she had no worries what so ever. So she'd agreed to go running with Nate. Just hoping she'd keep up the smile long enough to convince him everything was fine. And who knew, maybe he'd be able to make her feel better by just being his normal amusing self? <br><br>

She walked down to the lake, looking around for any sign of Nate. Sighing to herself because she couldn't see him. He was the one that had said ten minutes, and now it hade been 15. She was even late! And he wasn't there yet. She leaned against a nearby tree, looking around at a few people passing by. She thought she recognized one of the girls walking by, but it wasn't anyone she'd say hello to. She picked up her phone, thinking about calling him to make him hurry. With her luck, he'd probably run into some random girl he needed to hit on before coming there.

<br><br>She bit her lip slightly, irritated at herself for even thinking about him and another girl. She wasn't jealous, was she? She didn't have feelings for him. She didn't want a relationship. And if she did, it wasn't with Nate. He'd never be able to lay off other girls. But maybe that was why she was having these weird thoughts. Maybe if he'd been just a little different, if he'd said "of course i can stop hooking up with rory" she would have thought of it all differently. Maybe she would've been capable of considering him as something more.. But no. She wouldn't do that to Nate. Or to herself. <br><br>

She stood up straight again, getting a bit annoyed at his lateness.

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NATHANIEL HART - March 22, 2012 11:19 PM (GMT)
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She was going to kill him. After there pretty deep argument he just had to stop off to chat up some girl he hadn't spoken to before on his way down to the lake. Okay so maybe he'd keep that information to himself. He had managed to get that girl's number, so it was a success. Even with a hangover he still had it. So what could he even tell her as his excuse? It was his idea to meet in ten minutes, and here he was running across campus to get to her, twenty minutes on. Yep she was going to kill him. Right so his excuse? He couldn't find a good enough outfit? No, he wasn't a girl. He couldn't find his room key so had to search for that for ages before leaving? That could work.. He'd try it.
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Still jogging across the courtyard now, he could see the lake in the distance, and let his mind wander on his way. What was that whole texting session earlier about? Like she completely flipped out on him. Nate hardly sat there and took it, he was pretty rude back, but she'd never acted like that towards him before. It'd been their first real fight. They always had little petty arguments, but this had an underlying seriousness, that Nate wasn't used to. He'd hooked up with plenty of girls before. What was it about Rory that had bothered her so much? Surely it wasn't just cause she was a Freshman? He didn't get it. Nor did he really want to press her on the issue. He felt bad for making her feel upset in the end, but he still had a load of questions unanswered.
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Upon seeing Skye stood up with her arms folded he held his hands up in defence and slowed down to a walk, "Sorry, sorry, sorry! I underestimated how long it'd take to find my room key," he said looking at her directly with a small smile on his face, not sure if she would believe him. For some reason her annoyance on her face sparked a remembrance in his mind, was she just mad about his lateness or about before. Bringing his hands down he started fiddling with his fingers slightly, watching them, "Uhm, before we start running.. Are we okay?" he mumbled slightly. He was no good with talking about feelings at all.

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SKYE HECQUET - March 22, 2012 11:32 PM (GMT)
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Skye folded her arms across her chest when she spotted Nate running towards her, listening to his excuse. She didn't believe a word of it though, but she chose not to question it. If he didn't want to tell her why he was really late, it was either cause he actually was worried she'd get mad or because he wanted to keep it a secret. Either option was good enough for her not to ask. "You suck." She smirked a little bit, not her usual 'haha' smirk, but atleast it was better then a frown. She shifted her weight from her left foot to her right, biting her lip slightly thinking about how to answer his question. Sure, they were okay. But she wasn't. And he could usually tell when she was lying, so if she'd say 'yeah we're fine' - he would probably take it as lying. She'd never liked lying to Nate.. Actually, she probably never had lied to him ever before. Not about important things. Sure if he asked if she was the one who'd hidden his tshirt, she'd lie and say no just so he'd have to look a little bit longer. <br><br>

She looked up at him, forcing a casual smile onto her lips "Yes, you and I are okay." She kept the smile on her lips, then let out a small laugh, "So you gonna hug me or what?" She winked at him playfully. Maybe it'd get easier with time to just act normal and stop being a bitch. Cause well, she knew she was being a bitch. The only problem was that even though she knew how she was acting, it was almost impossible to stop. It was just one of those days where even a bird singing at the wrong place at the wrong time would piss her off. And that's saying alot coming from Skye, who was usually the laughing crazy nice person in a group of people. <br><br>

Skye was actually pretty worried about how Nate would act towards her now. Now that they'd actually fought for real and not made up in half a second, would he think differently of her? Would he think her friendship wasn't worth it anymore? Was she too much for him? Too dramatic maybe? All these thoughts actually scared her. Even though it'd take a lot for her to admit it, Nate meant a lot to her. His friendship and their moments together was what usually helped her get through boring days - knowing she had something to look forward to when they made plans to hang out. She couldn't lose that. Not now. Not ever.
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NATHANIEL HART - March 22, 2012 11:59 PM (GMT)
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Typically he was enjoying her arms crossed over herself as the were pushing up her cleavage, and he was glad for the small smirk on her face when she said he sucked. Cause it was true, he did, he shouldn't have been late. But subconsciously, he was probably trying to make himself late. He was dreading seeing her after the argument. But he would have rather got it sorted sooner rather than later. They had never had a huge fight like this before. Though really, he thought that if they had both been in the same room, and in better moods, it wouldn't have escalated as far as it did. They probably would have started laughing if it were the other case. But what happened happened, and there was nothing he could do about it now. Even if all those questions were still brimming in his mind.
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Once she had answered his question instantly he looked up, a grin forming on his lips. Though it faltered slightly when he looked at her eyes. She was lying. Well no, not lying exactly, but not telling the whole truth. There was something she wasn't telling him, but neither of them were int he right frame of mind to push the issue. He'd have to leave it for now. And the wink after her request seemed to differ her previous facial expression greatly, and he couldn't help but take the opportunity. "Come on over here you," he smiled, pulling her into a bear hug. It was stupid of him to think of this right now, but he could just imagine the cameras around them, watching their every move, so he instantly pulled back, gripping onto her shoulders slightly before pulling away completely giving a flustered brief smile.
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He looked around him quickly no, cautious of his every move. Quite frankly he was paranoid. His mom, of all people, had had a word with him only a few days ago about the cameras, and how the show was portraying him. She wasn't yelling or anything, she understood he was just living his life. But she was worried what effects it would have on him in later life. He had promised her he'd lay off the negative press as best he could. Letting out a cough he looked up at her again, not even thinking about how she would have taken the awkward moment "So uhm.. you ready to run?"

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SKYE HECQUET - March 23, 2012 12:14 AM (GMT)
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She laughed softly before he pulled her into the hug, hugging him back until he suddenly pulled away. She looked up at him confused, then noticed him looking around. He was worried about the cameras. Right. She'd forgotten all about them for a moment. This was something she hated. She'd never know if he actually cared about her as a true friend, because he'd never show it in public. Sure, when they were alone in one ot their dorms, he'd be all friendly and stuff, but not out where there was people. She wasn't even sure if she was offended by it. Or if she'd just accepted it. She shouldn't have to accept it though, she thought. But she'd known from the start that being friends with Nate meant being very private about how close they really were. She rolled her eyes slightly at his paranoia. "No one's gonna change how they think of you if you hug someone on the show." She said quietly, then looked out at the lake.<br><br>

"Yes. Let's run." She said, sounding a bit colder then she'd meant to. She started running, not even waiting for him to get ready. She figured he'd catch up. Cause well, she didn't run that fast. Sure she worked out atleast three times a week, but she'd never been a good runner. She mostly ran for a few minutes then got bored and headed back home. Another bad thing about having the worlds shortest attention span. It was very hard to reach goals where you had to keep doing the same thing over and over again. She looked over her shoulder to make sure he was with her, and kindof hoping he'd gotten atleast a little annoyed at her response to his awkward hug. <br><br>She didn't know what was up with her today, but it was like one second she felt bad for what she'd said to him earlier, and for not being her normal happy self. The next she just got annoyed with him and the way he was acting again, so all she wanted to do was to tell him to grow up and stop acting like a.. well dick. But she knew she didn't really feel that way, it was only hormones talking. Maybe she just needed to eat some ice cream or chocolate.. or get laid. Either option sounded so much better then running right now.
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NATHANIEL HART - March 23, 2012 12:26 AM (GMT)
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She knew. She made it clear she knew. Which he supposed was a good thing, at least she knew it wasn't her he had the problem with it was the cameras. "You don't know that," he replied, a little bluntly. But he was just nervous. No one knew where the cameras were, and where they were going to catch you. They gave you some privacy, like when in most classes, or in your rooms. But when you were outside there was no way anything could be private. It wasn't a bad thing to be 'caught' with Skye. It's just the viewers had seen them hook up, and plenty of others hook up with him too. They'd branded him a slut, which is pretty much what he was. But he didn't exactly like it, he preferred Ladies Man, but that evidently didn't catch on. Well here at Ellison it had, he gave himself credit for that at least.
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He took a step back at her abrupt response to his question and watched as she sped off. Nice ass. no Nate not now. She was obviously in a bad mood with him. Even though she was evidently trying to avoid it all. Which was unlike Skye, she wasn't the most open person but definitely not private. And they rarely lied to one another, unless it was a joke or something harmless. Nevertheless he caught up with her, not before seeing her turn to look for him over her shoulder. He caught up with her, a focussed look on his face, "Don't take your headache out on me Skye," he muttered almost silently through breaths. Looking straight ahead now though, not wanting anymore drama, he remembered why they were out there with his comment. A distraction. "So, other than talking to Bristol about me," he paused, a smirk on his lips, but not a fun one, "what else have you been up to?" he questioned, still keeping his eyes forward.

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SKYE HECQUET - March 23, 2012 12:38 AM (GMT)
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Skye rolled her eyes at his comment about her headache, basically clenching her teeth not to say anything back. She just kept her pace and stared straight ahead, trying to avoid feeling anything. When really, all she wanted to do at the moment was to sit down on the ground and cry. She wasn't even sure why. Maybe it was just the whole situation, being here with Nate, but not being happy. He always made her happy. But not today, and she couldn't figure out why. She swallowed and blinked a few times, trying to clear her head of all the emotions trying to break through. <br><br>

She looked over at him slightly, letting out a sarcastic laugh at what he said about Bristol. She knew Nate and Bristol had been hooking up a while ago, but that they weren't right now. Mostly cause Bristol was after Elliot now. But sometimes it still bothered Skye. Because well, Bristol was basically the only friend that wasn't a guy that Skye had. And then Nate just had to hook up with her too. Was there any girl on campus that hadn't slept with Nate? Probably about 3 or 4. Maybe 5 if she was lucky. She kept her gaze forward, taking steadying breaths while keeping her pace. "Oh you know, talking about you to everyone I know, discussing your life, stalking you, sitting outside your dorm at night trying to listen through the door.. the usual." Even though she was making a joke, she couldn't really make it sound as if she wasn't being a bitch again. Typical.<br><br>

No matter how hard Skye tried, she couldn't shake the feeling that she really shouldn't have gone outside at all. For one, if she'd randomly start crying, the cameras would catch her. Secondly, Nate would definitely not know what to do, and then probably think she was being too weird. And well, maybe she'd end up saying something she would regret. She just felt so weird, like everything sucked. At the edge of tears all the time. No matter how much she was smiling on the outside, trying to think about happy things. She just wanted to go back to her dorm and lie down in her bed and sleep for the next few months. But she couldn't even do that, not with her horrible roommate dictating her at home. The only times she felt like she could be herself and not just care about anything, was the rare moments when her roommate left their dorm. Which happened basically once a month. If it wasn't during classes.
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Running always took his mind off things. And really? He had almost kind of regretted Skye out to run with him now. Since she was the thing he wanted off his mind. The arguing, the bluntness. Nate wasn't used to it. He didn't want to think about it, he just wanted to think about the gravel crunching under his feet and the wind in his unstyled hair. She said she was fine, he wasn't the one upsetting her, and yet she was still being blunt. Was she doing it for his sake so it didn't look like they were getting on too well for the cameras? She knew how he felt about it all, she was used to it by now right? With her reactions right now though, it didn't seem like it.
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Continuing running he awaited her response, he wasn't really expecting such an abrupt, and obviously sarcastic laugh. He simply frowned over at her, so she had heard the comment about Bristol then? Honestly? He was always kind of wary of Skye and Bristol together. He always wondered what they talked to each other about him. Not that he doubted his performance in the slightest, but, well especially with the previous argument, who knows what they thought. And they'd been talking about Rory as well? They were both obviously protective of the freshman, for good reason really. She was young and pretty naive, especially when it came to Nate. Realistically he could just snap his fingers and she's come running. Was that really his fault?
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Hearing her, once again, blunt response though, he was completely taken aback. Usually Skye would have said that same thing, but not with such a snidey undertone. "What is up with you Skye? Do you think I think you're obsessed with me or something? Skye I asked you a normal question, take our minds of our headaches y'know," he stressed back, "You're not helping yourself," and with that he sped up a little, knowing that he was far fitter than her with his hockey practise almost every night, and she wouldn't be able to catch up straight away. He needed a breather. Calm them both down a bit. He'd slow down in a couple of seconds, in hopes she'd have sorted herself out.

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Skye instantly felt bad about what she'd said when Nate replied. She could tell he was pretty fed up with her by now. That wasn't her intention..or was it? She wasn't even sure what she was doing or why she was doing it. But now that she could hear in the sound of his voice, the way he said what he said, she knew she didn't want him to be mad at her. "I'm sorry." She said quietly, but before she could finish apologizing he sped up and got ahead of her. She slowed down her pace, kindof just staring blankly ahead. Confused, but also a bit hurt by how he'd run ahead of her. She knew he wasn't doing it so she'd follow, he wanted space. Space from her. And this was the first time ever he'd wanted that. Usually she was the only person he'd hang out with several days in a row, without even getting bored with her. She was the only girl he was actually a real friend to. And right now it felt like she was ruining it all by just being a stubborn obnoxious bitch. <br><br>

She stopped running, "I'm gonna go back.. I'll just see you later" She called after him, her voice kindof trembling at the last word. She hoped he wouldn't catch on, but before he'd get the chance to act on it if he did. She turned around and started running back, biting her lip hard and trying her hardest yet to not let a tear escape. All she wanted was to go back to her bed and cry herself to sleep. Sometimes she just needed to cry. For no praticular reason, just to get i all out. Since she was the type of person to keep things inside until they'd eventually become to heavy to carry around, and she'd have one of her.. well, small breakdowns. Like now. What bothered her the most at the moment was the fact that a part of her had been looking forward to seeing Nate, so she would get to tell him about all the fun things she'd done lately. About Isaac. She wanted to tell him about how she'd actually met someone she'd had a connection with for once. Someone who didn't look at her as a 'friend'. But now she wouldn't get the chance. Probably never. Since it seemed like she'd actually fucked up pretty bad this time. <br><br>

She swallowed hard, looking around and running in behind a tree. There were quite a few trees surrounding her at the moment, so she leaned back against it, sinking down to the ground to catch her breath. Using her hand to wipe away a single tear that had escaped her tight hold. She took deep shaky breaths, without the effect she wanted though.
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So the whole situation just took a major turn for the worst. Even with her brief apology he had still sped ahead of her in order to reach some sort of peaceful space. He had invited her out though, so he didn't need that space forever, just for about thirty seconds. Calm himself down. But it hadn't. He should have known with the mood she was in, Skye wouldn't take his running ahead lightly. The vibe between them both right now was so serious, he was having a slight freak out. What the hell was going on?
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Not hearing her feet slapping the ground as loudly as before, he had just assumed he had sped ahead a lot further than her. But with a swift turn of the head, he was informed otherwise. She had come to a complete stop, slowing him down instantly, and with her next words, he didn't know what to feel. And then she was gone. Taking off running the opposite direction. Unfortunately for him, they had just past a corner, so she sped round there and was gone from sight almost immediately. "Dammit Skye!" he yelled back, before covering his mouth quickly. The cameras. They didn't need anymore attention than they already did. Scared they'd come find him, and look for the reason for his yelling, his feet began running, back to where he had last seen her. He had to find her.
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The only things pounding through his mind right now where 'fuck, shit, dammit' on repeat. Though one thought plagued his mind now; Nate knew what the reason for him running that way now, not just to get away from the cameras, but to find Skye. And if the time wasn't so tense, he'd probably have to have a moment to think about this. Right here, right now, he had found it inside himself to put his friendship with Skye above how he looked on the cameras. And with this thought in mind, it spurred him on incredibly. Picking up his pace, adrenaline pumping, he saw a whip of brown hair, after turning the corner, head into a bunch of trees beside the path. Slowing his pace down as he reached the place where she gone, he didn't even have to look far before spotting her trainers, followed by her body leaning against a tree, head bowed to the ground. Upon reaching her he watched as she had wiped away a stray tear. Crying. Nate gulped, she was crying. Nate was probably in the worst situation right now. Skye was crying, most probably because of him; he wanted to make her feel better but he had no idea how. She still hadn't noticed him, absorbed in her own world. So he grabbed every last drop of confidence he had in him, and knelt down on his knees, in front but a little to the side of her. "Skye please don't cry.. I.." he reached out, taking a strand of her hair that was dangling across her face, "What ever I did I'm sorry, I..You can.." he was trying to get out the words, but really he didn't know what to say. He wanted her to talk about it, talking about things made them feel better right? But he didn't know how to, he'd never done anything like this with a girl before. He just looked at her, hoping she wouldn't just either push him away, or laugh it off like she usually did. There was obviously something wrong, and he wanted to know.

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Skye looked up at Nate, blinking a few times to make sure no more tears would escape. She looked down again and took a deep breath, listening to him trying to find words. It surprised her that Nate actually had gone after her, since she knew how he'd basically never do anything that would make people think he's changed on the show. Nothing that didn't make him look the way he wanted to. It was weird how.. special it actually made her feel that he'd gone after her. That he was there with her right now, out in the open, not caring if the cameras would catch them. <br><br>

"Don't.. don't apologize." She whispered. She instantly felt bad, it wasn't normal for Nate to sound so.. serious. Sure they had serious moments from time to time, but not like this. And now he was blaming himself for her crying. She sighed at herself, she was just so fed up with the whole situation. She was sad. Okay, but it wasn't Nate's fault. But she didn't actually know exactly why she was acting like this either, so she couldn't explain it to him. Which would probably just make him keep thinking that he'd done something. Sure it did hurt when he'd run from her, but she'd pushed him to it. She'd been pushing his buttons all day, knowing exactly what to say to get him irritated with her - and still she was doing it. Even though it only made her feel even worse. <br><br>

"You didn't do anything Nate. It's not your fault. I.. I just.." She broke off mid-sentence. It was weird, but even trying to talk about why she was sad just made her even more sad.It was like every word brought another ounce of sadness to her. She cleared her throat, trying to push away all emotions again. "I don't know what's wrong with me today.. I'm just messed up." She let out a laugh, not even close to her normal laughs. But she was trying to play it off. She didn't want to put this all on him. She didn't want him to.. not be happy, because of her. So even if it was the fakests of laughs ever, she was atleast trying to sound like it wasn't a big thing that she'd been crying.<br><br>

Ever since Skye was little, she'd hated crying in front of people. She'd grown up with only her mom, so there was no room for her to cry. She'd always felt like she needed to be strong. Not for her, but for her mom. And when she started high school, she'd instantly found her "role" - she was the super happy, crazy fun girl. That never cried over anything. Those rare moments when she did cry, she did it locked in a bathroom by herself. Not even her mom had seen her cry since she was a kid. No one had.
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Sitting here, in almost complete silence except for Skye's quiet tears, he came to a startling realisation. No cameras. He'd run away from the cameras to be with Skye, to make sure she was okay. The probably could find them, they didn't need to look far, as there were resting against a tree not far away fromt he main path. But no one would exactly go looking for them in here. And having no cameras around them meant they could be themselves. But with Skye like this, there was no way they could mess about together, and be who they wanted to be. Seeing her like this confused him to hell, he didn't know how to feel about it all. It was clear to him he didn't like it, no one likes seeing their friends cry. But there was something else. He wanted to make her feel better sure. Be something else about this whole scene, the whole situation, wasn't settling with him right. He just couldn't work out what.
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Don't apologise? It was clear to him he had done something wrong. She'd just run to hide behind a tree to cry, after he had snapped at her. Sure there was reasoning as to why he snapped, but still, he had made her cry. He had to be the reason, there was no other reason right? "If I don't have to apologise, who does?" he questioned in a soft tone, still watching her. Who was at fault here if it wasn't him? Someone must have done something, right? Nate's loyalties started to build up within him, making him tense slightly. If someone had hurt, or upset Skye, he would make sure they'd never do it again.
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She was blaming herself. Refraining from wanting to shake his head, he leaned forward slightly. "Skye, is there something you want to tell me?" he said, once again in the soft tone. He didn't want to probe her, but he wanted to know who was making her feel like this. The whole texting argument, and all this, it pointed the finger clearly at him. But surely, when he offered himself up for the blame, she would have taken it right? There was something she wasn't telling him, and he wanted to find out.

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She looked at him just in time to notice how he was kindof tensing as he asked his question. "No one does.. well I do. I'm sorry i'm being such a.. mess. You shouldn't have to see this." She said quietly. She wrapped her arms around her knees, to get warmer. It wasn't exactly a warm day, and she was starting to get cold from sitting on the ground. But she wasn't ready to leave just yet. Even though she mostly didn't care about the cameras, she would probably die of shame if they'd catch her crying. <br><br>

"Nate, there's nothing I need to tell you. I don't know why I'm like this. I just.." She sighed at herself once again, she couldn't find the right words to explain what she was thinking. It was as if everything was blurring together in her mind. Too many thoughts at the same time, and too many emotions. "There's a lot of things you don't know about me. Things I'm not planning on dumping on you. You're a good friend, I'm sorry if I'm not making sense. But I don't know how to." She barely spoke louder then a whisper. She looked up at him to see his reaction to what she was saying. Hoping he wouldn't take it the wrong way. She wasn't trying to push him away, or to keep secrets. She just wanted to protect him. Protect him from her... not so fun side. <br><br>

It was weird how she felt being with Nate in that situation. She felt like she probably could tell him all the weird confused things she was thinking, but at the same time she didn't want to. Because she didn't want to find out how he'd react. What if he'd think differently of her? What if he'd judge her? She wouldn't take that well. She was scared of being vonurable. Especially with Nate. But she didn't know why it mattered more to her what he thought of her then everyone else. He was just Nate, her friend. And nothing more then that. He was her friend, and she shouldn't care that much about what he'd think of her. She kept thinking over and over in her head.

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Skye was anything but a mess. Maybe she was just having an off day? Everyone has those days for sure. Nate had them with hockey at least once a year. Him and Elliot play left and ring wing, they had each others back on and off the rink. The worked as the ultimate team. But on those off days, he wouldn't reach the puck in time when Elliot passed it to him, he wouldn't defend Elliot against other players, he was just unfocused. so he sympathized with Skye right now. She was having an off day. "You're not a mess Skye" he commented, as he watched her wrap her arms around herself. The day was calm outside, but being hidden in the shade right now, he could understand why she was feeling cold.
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The next few things she said made him frown, and slump slightly. He understood where she was coming. Here he was, the person who never said anything remotely to do with his feelings. He just wasn't used to others around him, openly admitting it to him. Almost as if she was closing herself off to him. He didn't like that. But there was nothing he could do or say without being a hypocrite with the whole situation. He let down a slow gulp, looking below him where his fingers lay in his lap. "It's okay, you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to," he replied, almost quite bluntly again.
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He let out a silent deep breath. Hearing her laugh, not her real laugh, almost seemed to reiterate the whole situation to him. But there was nothing he could do, he wasn't the type to probe. Looking up, but not at her, more to the tree behind her, his nostrils flaring lightly. "So do you want to go out again, we can just walk this time. Or you could just go back, like you planned," he suggesting. His tone was flat, not happy, not said, not angry, just flat. She was the one keeping herself to herself right now, so the only thing he could do, was the same.

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It was weird, but hearing Nate tell her she didn't have to tell him anything, kind of just made her want him to make her tell him. Sometimes it was like he just.. didn't say things, didn't show feelings and stuff, because that was what was expected of him. Skye had never really understood why Nate was that way, because she knew he had it in him. Well she felt like she knew that. It felt like he cared more then he showed people. She knew he wasn't a cold-hearted person, but that was what most of Skye's other friends would tell her. That Nate didn't really care about her, or anyone for that matter. But she'd always just silently disagree. <br><br>

She bit her lip thinking about what she wanted to do. She didn't want to be alone. But she didn't want to be out either. But with the way he said it, it sounded like he was done with her for the day. Like he wanted her to say she'd go back by herself. So he'd get some space. She looked at him, trying to make eye contact, as he was looking up at the trees. "What do you wanna do? I don't think I want to be out.. but.." She sighed and looked down again, twisting her hands. "But I don't want to be alone.." She said very quietly. <br><br>

This was probably the only time she'd ever admitted to Nate, well to anyone, that she didn't like being alone. Usually she'd find some excuse to be around people, but she'd never just say it flat out. Maybe it was a sign she was.. well, getting better at not keeping everything inside. Maybe it was progress. <br><br>

She kept her head down, almost afraid to see how he'd react to her short moment of complete honesty. Would he think she was being..needy? Or would he actually understand. Her mind was once again spinning with questions and thoughts, she could barely hang on to a thought before a new one showed up to replace it. This was ridiculous, her heart was actually pounding faster. She suddenly felt the urge to bite her nails, which she did when she was either stressed out or nervous. She'd tried quitting so many times, this time she'd gone a few months, and her nails actually looked good for once. She sank her fingernails into the palm of her hand to stop herself from biting them. It wasn't a very attractive habit for a girl to do.
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Nate's whole aura had changed with a flip of a switch. Something had resonated with him after what Skye had said, that had just made him, well angry really. Like before when he had sped up to get away from her, just for that thirty seconds of space, it had hit him all over again. Nate liked to be in control, but with Skye, he was anything but. She wasn't telling him everything, she even openly admitted that to him, and he didn't like that. His eyes had slowly narrowed, but still not willing to look at her directly. He didn't like this, not one bit. Skye was always the person he could rely on to take his mind off things, but the whole situation right now, had flipped. Skye was the one plaguing his mind, and not for the right reasons.
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Clenching his fists, he stood up and took a step back from where he had previously sat with her. Listening to her talk, even with her soft voice, it still didn't make his feelings right now change. He needed to be away. Deciding on his thoughts, he let out a shaky breath before looking down at Skye, convincing himself to give direct eye contact. "Why don't you go be with Skye, maybe you'll be able to talk to her about whatever's bothering you," he spoke down to her, before turning on his heel and away from behind the tree. He was bitter. Bitter about the texting argument, where Skye had clearly been open enough to talk to Skye about him, bitter about her hiding things from him. Just bitter. He was a hypocrite, he knew, but he couldn't help himself feeling so angry like this.
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Reaching the opening back onto the path, he looked left and right naturally, always looking for the cameras. It was obvious if the cameras had caught him right now, and then Skye a moment later, what they would all think. They'd been hooking up. Nate almost let out a laugh at how wrong they would be to think that. He took a step out before, beginning to run back to campus. He just needed to get to the music room and let out all his fury on the drums. He was angry right now; it was either drums or sex.

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Skye looked up quickly just by the tone in his voice when he started talking. All the color in her face drained as he finished. She couldn't believe he'd actually just said what he said. Why did he get so mad all of a sudden? She didn't understand. Just a few seconds ago he'd been all caring and well, sweet. And now he made her feel like he'd just slapped her in the face. At the mention of the conversation with Bristol, she clenched her teeth. She didn't answer him, letting him walk away. It wasn't like she was keeping all these big secrets from him, when she'd talked to Bristol about him it'd all been because Bristol brought up Rory. Normal Skye never talked to anyone about Nate. But lately, she'd felt like she had to talk to someone. And she couldn't talk to Nate about him self, could she? <br><br>

She got up slowly, brushing off her pants so she wouldn't have dirt all over. She looked over at where he'd just left, maybe hoping he'd come back. But no sign of Nate. He was gone. She didn't know if she wanted to yell or just cry, she was angry with him for treating her like that. But a part of her kept saying 'its your own fault, you're too much to handle' - and this was probably what made her get so angry. It wasn't like Nate to make her feel bad on purpose. Well not on purpose, but he had to know she would get hurt by what he'd just said. For a second she considered going after him, to apologize or to slap him she didn't know. But she quickly shunned away the thought. She wasn't going to talk to him. <br><br>

She walked out from the place she'd been sitting, not even caring enough to look around for the cameras. She walked up towards the dorm buildnings, still fueming over how he'd just snapped at her. What was going on? It was like he had two different personalities. She knew he kept up the whole 'douchebag' attitude for the cameras, but he'd never been like that with her before. Until now. She wasn't even sad about it, she was just pissed.


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